My Demise

I slashed my wrists today
Watched the running blood form her name as i lay,
In the final moments before drifting away..
All i had was a little time to pray..
I begged God for my soul to stay..
Please Lord i'm in dismay..
It shouldn't have ended this way,
It was hell on earth without her,so i chose the real hell, it's an easier debt to pay
I left smiling for I saw her face as i slipped away..
There at least i'll be where i belong, on the other bay ..